Emptiness

Nothing.

Just overwhealming emptiness I feel. I'm not exactly sad, it's more like standing before a hole.

Darkness, silence, a deep hollow space within my soul. I look inside, there's no motivation, no purpose, and no reason why. No questions, and no answers. There's just this big something that makes everything look pointless, useless, and absurd. Just that little voice that keeps telling me to stop trying, to give up, but I'm even too numb to listen to it.

The rain falls outside. The numbers in the clock keep changing. I stare at nothing waiting for the whole world to disappear before my eyes, and then find myself surounded by nothing, outside, just as I feel inside.