The Lion King

I'm a hunter. Chasing is what i like the most, then, when I catch my victim I discover I don't want it anymore.

I'm not exactly talking about animals. That's what happens to me with men. I like flirting, trying to get his attention, if it's difficult it's even better. I love the first kiss, that first time your lips touch his, his breath, his smell... =D isn't it just great?? But then, after that, that guy I kept thinking of the whole day becomes completely boring ¬¬, everything I was feeling just goes away.

Few guys have escaped that fate. I'd say 3, but my interest in them did surely go down, but then, the Lion King came to my life to rock my world and to make me feel what i had never felt before.

He got in my mind so slowly I didn't even noticed it. I didn't chase him, I didn't hunt him, he just stood in front of me and said " I want to know you better ". To know me better??? you mean, for real??? I think that is what made him special. So I started enjoying him being around, his company, his talk, then he was there when I needed his support, that meant a lot to me. Then I realized I was caring a lot for him, days after, I was loving him, today, I'm completely in love with him.

He's the reason I smile when I wake up, he's the thought that's always in my head, he's the one I'm dying to see, he's the lips I want to kiss, he's the one in my dreams.

I'm so happy to have the Lion King in my life I have even forgotten I want to die for a while.

Thank you for sharing your life with mine, thank you for being there and for being who you are =-* I love you =D I really do :-*

The boyfriend that reallly wasn't

The internet can be really dangerous. It can make you believe on things you shouldn't. Here's what happened to me.

I found this classmate from highschool after so many years. He's lonely, I'm too. And we found each other trying to fulfill the other's expectations. So we started a relationship, I even moved to another city to make it work. Ok, I didn't, I did cause I wanted him to pay my Japanese lessons >=). The thing is that the whole event was a complete disaster!!! He turned out to be the most annoying person in the world, yes, I ended up hating his only presence on Earth, haha.

"Use them" my cousin said, referring to men, and so I did. I "kept" him so he could pay the next course, but I had to get rid of him before I started the 3rd course, too bad hehe.

Then I found out he had been feeling too sad, lonely, abandonned, etc. when he was "dating" me, and I use quotations cause we really didn't date, I didn't want to see him, so I kept making up excuses to not going out with him. I'm kinda evil sometimes, I don't know why, cause I did feel good when I knew he was feeling like that, it was this great feeling and the thought that he got what he deserved. Did he deserve pain cause he wasn't who I expected him to be?? Cause he couldn't make me fall in love with him?? or because he is so annoying he deserves to suffer?? hehe, i like the last option better ;-)

Then he found someone else, this ugly girl that apparently makes him happy, and I wish he hadn't found her, I wish he was lonely, sad and abandonned. Why?? I don't know, maybe it's just because I don't like him. And to think I thought I would love him, haha, yeahh I was stupid.

I still can read his blog, I had forgotten about it for 7 months, but hopefully, one day I'll open his blog and read she dumped him cause he was really annoying too =D or, that they are going to have ugly annoying stupid kids haha, I don't know, I don't really care anymore, I just find it amusing to have someone to hate ;-)